Friday, August 12, 2011

Can't bring myself to smile no more.

Monday, May 16, 2011

Well that was actually a post in a spiteful huff becuz I saw something irritating.
Okay, blame my inability to hold back that childish angst :/

Thursday, May 12, 2011

Had it been.

One of the best decision I've ever made was to pluck up courage to initiate an end to that fateful first relationship. I wouldn't call it a failed relationship, but it was just that we weren't of levelling frequency and such.

A pity I only came to realize it 2 years down the road. I'm taking it as a lesson learnt though.
I can never have enough capacity and tolerance for anyone incompetent, ignorant and immature. And I reckon that sort of meagre capacity runs in my family :/

Ever since being a singleton, people have been showering me with as much love and attention as a mother kanga would to a joey. I count it God's grace to have met these people who would ensure my well-being as a whole.

To top it off, I was blessed with the best OGLs evaaa as a freshie in 2010.
Darren who would always encourage & who takes friggin good care of me ( LIKE DARN GOOD CARE).
Yongjia who will always remember to cheer me on and make sure I'm coping well. He's forever willing to entertain all my weird questions.
Rina who's always offering comfort in the most hilarious way.

I would never trade anyone or anything for such OGLs. These people are why I love school so much. Awwww, check that.

Tuesday, March 22, 2011

Look up.

When all else fails, God nevers and he never will fail!
Hurrrrrah! Let's go.

Blind, not.

"This is me, and I'm interested in you enough to show you my flaws with the hope that you may embrace me for all that I am but, more importantly, all that I'm not."

Sunday, March 20, 2011

I get so near yet I get nowhere.

Honestly, I'm beginning to loathe this state of my heart and mind. It's like a perpetual rite of passage that goes on and on. And all the mundane, boggling and painful recounts start the moment I get out of bed each morning. I have no idea where this is leading me to.


I'm tired to the very core of my being. I have so many questions, so many doubts and so many why-s ringing on the inside of me. Yet I don't know what I should do with them.

This space is increasingly becoming an outlet for the let-off of my emotions.

Bad.

Thursday, March 17, 2011

SHAT

I feel like a downright silly shit now. Should have went abroad for uni when I was given a choice to 2 years ago. I should have been more courageous >:(

I wanna board in the UK.