I really really really want to run.

When you're asleep, I'll take the wheel.

2010 is drawing to a close and it's time for some goal settings again! I've always believed that since people always call it the New Year resolutions, the resolutions should naturally be treated with a dosage of firm determination. As cliche as it sounds, but easier said than done.

I wonder how many of us do actually stick by the resolutions dutifully and see themselves through it. It's not that simple a task especially if you're confronted with unplanned turmoils throughout the year. But yet again, some people just have that amazing capability for feats that most of us deem overboard. And I hold ardor admiration for these sort of species, with utmost love. ( But I have to make a disclaimer here. These people are mere human too, so I know they do fail and turn dejected at times.)

Dear friend(s), if 2010 didn't treat you most kindly, I would really pray and keep my fingers crossed for you that 2011 will crown you with some unexpected glory and surprises! No qualms about that for I'm sure each year will only get better because the passing of a year means that you've been moulded stronger and better.

And ultimately, we serve a God who is constantly fighting for us! As sons and daughters, it's only justifiable that we surge forward valiantly for His glory aye.

As for me, I'm going to make 2011 the most memorable and fabulous year yet! First and foremost- no more banishing of self-esteem & no more being a crybaby (I hope this comes to pass. Haha!). Shall do up a proper sheet of resolutions and goals soon!

That lil' flame which will burn on

Christmas this year's atypical because unlike the past 2 years, I'm a singleton this year now. Well, it can't be helped that I do feel a lil envious when I brush my shoulders past couples here and there as I strut down the streets on Christmas day.

But I beg to differ if you're thinking that I must be lovelorn. I'm still very much relishing the perks of being boyfriend-less! Hehe. I have awesome friends around me y'know. These people who will only make me smile and laugh more than often, they personify the shiny tingling and joy-inducing Christmas lights to my Christmas this year.

Received quite a handful of cards this year and I really love the thought! Especially the handmade ones. Coupled with some (unexpected) gifts. It's tugging at my conscience that I didn't even get anything in exchange for these people ):

If you know who you are, I really appreciate you and your love!

I also had an awesome Christmas party with my sweetest OG 4 and counterparts. It was such a crazy night! I only managed to turn in at 6am in the morning and made it to church again with 2 hours of sleep. What a sleep deprived Christmas! Albeit all the fun and heartening times.

This year, I handcrafted the most cards I ever did in a single occasion. If you received my card, it can only mean that I really cherish you and the fact that you left footprints in my life.

These are some of the few that I've yet to give out yet! All hand drawn hor! :P

I'm already looking forward to Christmas next year now! I wonder what phenomenal changes will there be yet again. God is forever on the move.

Till then!

Something noteworthy

Last night, a friend told me this. I thought it was really encouraging, to me at least.

If you honor the little that God has bestowed to you, be sure that He will multiply it when He sees that you're worthy and ready to take on more.

But if you were to abuse and take that portion for granted, then that's when you lose out.

Note to self: Never belittle the little and grumble over it. Take on the chance to let God move and multiply what you own.

Because there is His sovereignty

As the year draws to an end, it also marks my 5 years in church. I consider it a significant milestone because this year is the year I found my concrete identity in Christ. In fact, it's only recently that I got hold of it.

I passed the rest of the years with ambiguity, it was all equivocal because I entrusted my faith alongside other hosts most of the time. Like a parasite? So for the majority of the time, I was lost and unsound. When all along, it should only be God & I coupled with some other relevant people (who matters) /things.

I discovered a whole new abyss of values and principalities annotating to Praying, the Word and the Jesus' kind of lifestyle. It convicted me to pray more, read more and transform more.

With this, I know I'm not the same old me anymore. I've moved on and I love where I am now. Of course, I know there will always be a better me somewhere along this journey; the 'me' that God has intentionally crafted.

All in all.
Thank you Lord for your redeeming grace and everlasting mercy. Without You, I'm nothing.

Ribbons, confetti and wrappers

I honestly adore life right now. I turn in every single night looking forward to tomorrows. I prance around every day clad in smiles and laughters.

There's no way for me alone to contain the glee to myself. That's when my friends fill in :)


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I'm not the kind who will strap my life solely against the pillars of my church. The idea of having my life revolve largely around the church doesn't sound the least bit appealing to me.
Disclaimer: It's not that I don't love the House, definitely not.

I wanna be a contortionist. Figuratively, contortionist of my life. Life is too short to contain any regrets. Regrets are the worst mishaps.

I'm sure God has zero intentions of coping every one of His child within the four walls of the church. And I presume that I should be linearly thrusted towards the marketplace sector?

I like myself just the way I am.


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For glory for honor

I did a run to raise funds for the Singapore Red Cross last Sunday.

Came in fourth but I thought I would have clocked a much faster timing if it wasn't for my badly inflamed nerves. My orthopedist had dropped a decree which disallows me to run or get tangled with any sort of rigorous sports. I went ahead with the race anyway! For a worthy cause.

I can't wait to be on the roads treading the distances again.

De-humantize

I choose to see the all good in people. But as much as choice permits, there's always this lil' leeway which works in the opposition direction of that choice. Formally, it might be known as the wayward side of humanity. Afterall, humanity is a complicated idea ain't it?

On my own, I think these opposing notions as malicious intents (or is it a motiveless malignity?) of the human mind driven by the need to conform to societal norms or what is deemed socially acceptable. Spiritually, we call this the inputs of the devil.

I still believe that human is kind-natured. And I don't wanna doubt that. The world will be so ugly if everyone chooses only to keep the ugly in sight and overlook the goods.
No one is perfect, but these imperfections can mean beauty in another being. By this, I'm referring to the human's innate ability to accomodate and to accept flaws.


Imagine the union of a man and a woman. What makes this union beautiful is their capacity and love for each other. They choose to stand against each other's imperfections and contrast it with a big accepting heart. The imperfections which allows them to display true undying love. Love that is beautiful and whole.


Yet again, it isn't easy to be all graceful and merciful. Only Jesus has the unlimited and bottomless ability to. But for now, I'm choosing to remain as big-hearted as I can be.

Kindness is God's language of love manifested thru humans to humans.

His hands' all over me.


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A change for the better.

In light of the recent transitions in my life, I do actually see and feel a change in myself. A positive change, a change for the better of me. I'm embracing this change with open arms because I know it's a better part of me manifesting.

And I know, it isn't just me at work.

The recent spur of happenings and events have enlarged my capacity to contain life and it's subsidiaries. It had also thwarted my viewpoints and the way I look at things. And I would say, this is also thrusted towards the positive shack.

I'm loving life and am beginning to learn how to love myself more. By loving myself, I don't mean being selfish and self-centered. It's like a journey of self-discovery. I love myself more just so that I can understand myself better to find out what are my strengths and weaknesses. And it is using these knowledge of myself that I am able to love the people around me to the best of my abilities.

This optimism is here to stay, for sure.

The plan to give the widely acclaimed Korean Restaurant a whipping slash was ruined today all because we arrived there at a wrong timing. So we settled for Domino's and then we had the famous Custard tart and Udder's for dessert! So we kinda did a failed attempt to make school life more lively. Better luck next round babeys!

My virgin attempt at Kimchi making was a resounding yummy success! Teehee, am I talented or what?!

I reached home to be greeted by my new shiny iPhone 4 on my bed! Hehe, I love my Momma for going to such lengths for me. She makes me a happy joyful cheery girl.

I'm loving school and I'm slowly but surely beginning to drift into the Muggeridian Mode again. I love my friends, I mega mega super love them.

Mom mommy momma saves the day!

Hurrah! Mommy's at Singtel getting me my iPhone. Hehehe looks like Christmas really is strutting in early this year!
Fabbbulouso!


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Life isn't just plain.

T'was a beautiful lazy Sunday yesterday. I started the day with receiving a courage inducing text from Weitingy, who should be in Perth now!

Then Mommy and I stomped the supermarket and wiped off a lorry worth of nomnomz from the shelves (like as usual). The receipt was just phenomenal heeheehee. I liked it!

I got down to making Kimchi too. It was such fun! It's undergoing the fermentation process, hidden in forbidden ground now. I'm hyped up for the ultimate outcome!

Erm, the rest of the Sunday and Saturday night shall be kept a secret! Hahahaha.

I love lazy Sundays, but I absolutely love spending days and nights out with the loveliest people too!

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Oldies

Heeheehee I'm an overjoyed, really happy girl this morning! Bvuahahahhohoho. Cause Melvo showed me something which sent me straight up onto cloud nine!


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HARRY POTTER was awesome! It was well worth giving up my sleep for it, but it's gonna cost me a tonne in POA this morning like NOW.

Last night was da bombzzz.

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And it was a friendly oh heyo day!

Today got Matty and I swooning oooh-ing and aaahh-ing all over because we are such happy bodies. We had some cosy fuzzy hthtz and it threw us deeper into each other's life. Hehe, big big love for such friends and times like these.

And I was greeted by one of the cutest and most charismatic guy in school today. HEEHEE (Y)
He came over to my table and said "Hi siqi!" and flashed the signature darlie smile. Who can resist! I was so taken aback and everyone around me started giggling. Muaahahaha and it got zhenny so jealous.

I sense Christmas strutting in early this year! Imma loving the atmosphere. Swooned.

I love school, but I dont like the intense rigour the modules hand us.
I love PBF.
I love Econs.
I love POA.
I love Stats.
I love Math.
I'm gonna do well!

Mega love it when people around me get hitched get married! It just feels awfully blissful. Can almost feel the joy right thru my bones.

Congratz to the pweeety Weiting and her Beau!

Can't wait for my knight in shining armour to come pick me up muahaha!


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Perky

This is the day that the Lord has made. I will rejoice and be glad in it!

Thank you Daddy God for today. The gift of life in every breath that I take, it's from You. The greatest gift is this rebirth.

Imma on joy inducing perks!!


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Heehee, loving my friendsz my noobz long time. I can slap them so hard in their face when I'm drunk but they will still keep me safe. Love heart hugs kisses XOXO

Promise we will still be catching up when age catches us.

New-found love.

Pastor Kong preached a word that was so simple yet powerful. As apt as it sounds, it's a word in season for me. It convicted me to be more trusting (faith) and coated the me-self with a new mindset. Well, let's hope I stay rooted to this mindset and not waver.

I have a sinful tendency to waver from the path of faith, switching to lean on my own strength. Need to keep reminding myself that there's always a more sovereign One watching over me, waiting to catch me when I fall.

So I'll look to You, wait upon You and heed You.

Ushering was awesome too.

Some two people are one heck of a childish duo. C'mon boys, I think you have better things to do like pondering over how you're gonna survive NS in 2 years' time with that sorta aptitude. You're making jokes outta yourselves.

It's just a bloody break-up. Get over it and move on, twit.

I'm going gaga head over heels with the DDDDD.

31st October 2010

Had a blast of a day on the 31st October. T'was my cousin's wedding day! It was such a dreamy and beautiful wedding. The ballroom was cloaked in such beautiful decor and ambience, coupled with the grandeur and majestic feel- Plain alluring.

And of course, the wedded pair definitely looked fantastically fabulous!

I'm waiting for the pictured to be up. I was too busy soaking myself in the regal feel, thus explaining for the neglect of my own cammy. Teehee.

But anyhow.. it always feel extremely blissful to witness the union of two. I can't wait for my own ;) Like how Matty and I always fantasize hahahhaha. Her and her aloyee, me and my danny. Heeheehee.

Oh, and by the way my iPhone slidded and skidded it's way down the toilet bowl last weekend! Muahaha I'm awfully amused by it.

Waiting for iPhone 4 to be back in stock! Moooomma's da bezz.

I have tonnes of things to jot down in this little space! But I'm so caught up with life!

On a side note, Danny and Terry are both in for pageant!! December is gonna be a super exciting month!

Till then~

Imma growing

I feel myself ballooning exponentially by the day. The amount of food I gobble down every day is also growing to be increasingly overwhelming.

I need to control my insatiable appetite!!! But yet again, life is too short for a diet. Everyone should be voluptuous curvy and beautiful. If only there were no skinny beautiful girls around.


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I call this

Why is it that I see non-Christians doing bigger and better things?
Why is it that the non-Christians are very often people who care more?
Why do some non-Christians exude much more of the J-factor than Christians do?

It's such a shame. Ain't it?

Common grace manifested in it's highest order.

Came across this..
"Love is being stupid together."
And I think it spells tonnes of truth for me since I'm always into stupid and senseless acts. Hehe. So my future companion needs to have high threshold for such fun!

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The life unveils.

My gosh, I can't believe it can still get any better than this! But it all seems to be clearly getting better and better by the day. It's so surreal and when God moves, He does wonders.
I feel like such a special girl.

Even when I'm faithless, He remains faithful as ever.

The party don't start till I walk in

The weekend had been such a blast, only so because we were slapped ballistic over the crazy hyped up happenings. It was well overwrought with so much insane and yummy fun that was beyond the borders of keeping sane.

Anyway, I blew off the roof of my stamina limits completely on Sunday.
Running never felt so good and swift. My mind was well attached with the idea of keeping on par at pace with Darren. The tall long guy who stands at 190cm, is as fit (or even fitter) than a bull, who scaled mountains and traversed all around Mother Earth. He's the epitome of a real man, though he's only 22.
Disclaimer: I'm not the only girl making this remark, it's the consensus of every sensible girls.
We're helping to market Darren! Heeheehee. Because we're a family!

Gonna switch on da muggin' mood. Muggers ftw dear babeyys!




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The deeeejay got us falling in love

Supperclub eh eh eh. Last night was the bash which screwed us upside down! It was one hell of a crazy night cause of all my cocksters. They forced me into doing something that was out of my league for being demure and resolute. (HAHAHA)
And when it didn't work, one big cockster spilled the beans in the most cliche and outright manner. I swear I almost died from blushing and gushing.

Please don't make me lose my mind mind mind. Okay, I'm conking out. Longer post soon!

The As and one D

Moodlifters, anytime anywhere! Hehehe I love my school and the people.


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Dear God, please answer my prayers

#1 Comfort food : Ice cream

Mister Steve jobs, can you please speed up production? Heehee.

Mom wanted to get me my iPhone 4. We strutted our way to starhub to find out that the stocks will only come in December >:(


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Quickening da pace, crazily.

I can finally fully comprehend it when people say they wished there were 48/72 hours a day. To think that I used to be so skeptical when I hear such comments. I'm just racing against the clock these days, grabbing every single minute and making use of it in the most productive sort of manner.

Gosh' why some people have the luxury of squandering cheek to squander their youth and time away. Life's a short span of merely bout 20 years less than a century on the average. We should do something about leading a mundane life, or worse still, a life that's just filled with senseless fun. The notion is- there's so much more to we can achieve, if only we held a more upriding attitude.

I have to pin this here.

Actually you know, I'm kinda proud of how I single-handedly cooked up the crazily and madly fun birthday celebs for Darren and Matty. Coupling with that fact that the two beautihooool cards were also done up with my and only mine, bare hands.

My pretty girly love.

Darren's ever ever hamsum face.

Barangs (Goodies) that top my list of to-haves while I bury my head in books:

1) Multiple packs of Oheya
2) Honey-coated Macadamia Nuts
3) Roasted grams
4) Beijing renowned Tong Ren Tang's Honey concoction
5) Nutella
6) Teriyaki Chicken nuggets
7) Bird's Nest with Rock Sugar
8) Sunflower seeds
9) Tonnes of bread
10) Dark Chocolates
11) Biscuits of any sort (Pocky, Yanyan and the list goes on)

My eating habits are just horrible.

Candy-coated treats

Cause boy, you're amazing just the way you are. Oooh~

Like how Dan, Aloys and Capg always coat our eyes with unrealistic expectations and up our happiness index exponentially.


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Location:Yummy schooolio.

Loveliest people in the world.

Play rewind..

Darren's day the other time was crazier than a bull meets red. It was total chaos when the revelry started! He was utterly basked in so much love from all of us. Hehe, awesome like the way he always puts it. Other than the usual slaps of whipped cream all over, we downed Darren with two Flaming lambos, one ginormous Graveyard, and a Sex on the beach and beer.

He was still perfectly sober after our failed attempts to make him drunk. Tough or what! And the hot sizzling love began from there, right from the bar at Esplanade to all around the area. I swear that we went totally nuts.

(I wanna recollect days like these say I'm blogging this down though really belated)

The past week had been such a blastzzz! Though it got me quite hard up for time, but the love, joy, fun and laughters made it all worthwhile. The highlight of the month- my two dearests' birthday!

Matty & Darren.

Matty da Snorlax's day consisted of the following highlights:
(1) Embarrassing moment at Hard Rock Cafe, where she was made to stand on the chair, on the stage. We made it worse by stucking a hand-drawn (by yours sincerely) Snorlax on her forehead.
(2) The revelry started when we tricked her into getting the candle out from the cake, and then shoving her face right into the luscious hoard of whipped cream.
(3) Before we managed to pause and marvel at her awfully cream splattered face and before we know it, our faces were whipped too. Haha!
(4) Witnessing the glee on everyone's face as we watch Mat rip her present apart. We wrapped the gift with umpteen layers of newspapers. And I really mean umpteen, heehee. She was obviously annoyed!

But that was before she saw what the gift was. We got her a lovely white Polaroid.

Hehe, my proud creation.

After that, the few of us slumbered at Ryan's. We played Rock Band 3 the whole night over at Ryan's crib. It was so crazy & now I'm certain that I have a bunch of monkeys for friends.

I missed the servive with my favourite Pastor. I feel immense sadness coming over me now ):

Like Austen's

I'm beginning to realise that somewhere inside me, there's a growing fear for commitment. It's much more pervasive a problem than it actually sounds. I'm worried.

You're so short and fat. Stout like a teapot muahaha!
Poor and penniless, dumb and negligible. You're seeeweriously negligible man.

I said hey hey hey hey, I said hey.

Sorry for the lack of updates guys. I've been swarmed with school, work, trainings, celebrations and stuffs which are absolutely spicing up my humble life. Heehee. I'll be back to blog in details soooon. Meanwhile... please enjoy these! My favourite people over and over.

Stop and stare

From the day I decided to loosen things up, I should have known better than to keep looking back and to keep searching for what I've lost. Moving on requires a tonne of courage and determination on my part while keeping afloat for all my present commitments. But I ain't losing this anyway. My family and friends will keep me going on for this fight.

Having said that, I guess I'll never step into a relationship so hastily albeit the supposed readiness again. We can be bezzz friends first. Hee.

I need all of you to stay with me. It won't be long before I pick up again!

Still a happy bubbly girl despite it all because I think life is great and there's so much more awaiting me. Not gonna allow yesterday to take up too much of today.

Today marks the birthday of possibly one of the bezztest most awesome person in my life. Happy birthday Shirly Wurly Sugarpiety!

(That's her and her boyfee. I'm posting this picture because I felt genuinely glad for this girl when I saw the way she smiled at the sight and presence of her boy. Please stay happy always. Hehe.)

I've said all that I wanna say in that card dear girl. I'm just thankful for you.

The only way is through

Big thanks and hugs to jiahui and alvin for anchoring my courage yesterday.

Ching ching.

I earned a keep of almost 400 dollars in 3 days hehehe.

Whatever happened to to NTU?
It dropped 101 places in the Times Higher Education World University Ranking... Hahaha.

Tarry and wait.

Forever, zeeee author of my salvation!

Luuuurve

Let's drown ourselves in Erdinger and dance the night away~

Buzz buzzz

Been so swarmed with school and work lately. Never felt any busier than this.. But I might be screwing my own body upside down. A typical day will begin at 6am and end at about 3am. In a nutshell, I survive with barely 3 hours of sleep each day.
But I'm getting a lot of interactions with the Caucasian expatriates. Especially the Germans. It's really good exposure to prepare me for the secular world.
(The pay is enticing too)

Next week will be an exciting week! Charging up.

I love my family hehehe, and I like my new found soulmate.

Ohhhh~ what a glorious day.

My granny just called and she made some really hilarious yet comforting comment on the break-up. She's one funny grandma.

Anyway, I roped myself in for the Nike City 10k together with a few other monkeys. But I'm kinda like the only tomboy girl who's so hyperactive and forever on the go. Got the Nike band and it's acting like my trainer these days. The longest I ran thus far for a run was the 12km stint which I did on Sunday. The rest of my runs are between 8-11km.

I'm only able to go beyond the upper most limit of 11km when my body's endorphin production leads to the publicized effect of a runner's high. It takes over my threshold completely, so I'm able to continue running even when my knees are completely worn out. This sounds sick, but nothing beats the sense of satisfaction after the run. It beats the pain and tiredness hands down, completely.

But oh well, the late night suppers those monkeys always pull me out for are defeating the purpose of my runs. You should look at the amount of food those twits order.. Just scary.
With Ryan's coolcar, we experienced the utmost hilarious kicks of a dancing car. And crashing Mustafa at 3am is the worst choice ever.. Laughed too hard, talked too much, made too much noise, got punked by the indian salesman (HAHAHA). Withdrawal symptoms= Stomach cramp, face cramp, a big tummy.

I'll walk this walk.

Today I thought too much, looked over my shoulders too much, searched too hard and cried so much. But I promised someone that today will be the last day I feel depressed and lovelorn.

Tomorrow, I'll smile like your little miss sunshine and continue showering laughters and nonsense into your life. I'll keep up with my funny dances and annoying noises. Come tomorrow, I'll stand up strong again.

Being Christian doesn't make you good. If any, it only makes you look good on the outside.

The question that will probably annoy the hell out of me right now during this period will be, "What happened?" I know people are concerned, but if you really mean good for me, the only thing I need now is to know that I've got your back and that I'm not fighting alone in this.

That apart...
I love my family. I love how Mom and Dad's stupid sense of humour cheers me up, my Uncle's encouragements that never fail, my Sister's love and craziness.. and of course everybody else in the family.

And the friends I'm counting on to bring me out of this period, I'm truly grateful for all the love care and laughters. This is especially for the funny bunch in school, you twits are just out of the world!! Knowing them could possibly be the best thing in life.

And as the most cliche saying goes.. Never judge a book by it's cover.

Today marks the end, the end of the 2 years. I'll keep those memories somewhere close.

A Mommy's love.

Mom: "This is part of your growing up process, girl. From this, will emerge a stronger and better girl."

Mooncakes, me likey.

It's not even Mid-autumn yet and my home is already loaded with 3 viciously yummy boxes of mooncakes. Heheh, I'm a happy gurrrrl with so many mooncakes.

This is from Swissotel, Snowskin Champagne Truffle and Chocolate Ganache. Perfect tangy concoctions for Mid-Autumn. Fills your mouth with loadsa awesome aroma. Compelling enough to entice me for yet another luscious bite after each.

Don't let the mystic and grandeur lure of this box fool you into believing that it's a box containing my blings. Look on.

This hails from Tower Club, the nation's premier private business club. The flamboyance of where it hails from is by itself enticing enough for me to sink my teeth into one of these traditional mooncakes. And of course, some floral tea to go along with it. A perfect sweet treat for teatime.

The difference between letting go and giving up.

"Some think it's holding on that makes one strong; sometimes it's letting go."

When letting go makes you stronger and tougher, it's when you know it's time you face up to it affront. There's no use fighting to stay through anymore, because we are all aware of how fragile this is. Even if we struggle to hold on now, the lesson will come someday somewhere somehow. It's just a matter of time.

Econs is draining me out exponentially. I finally know what people mean when they say Econs at undergrad level is different. It's like wow, a whole new subject albeit the familiarity of a few techincal terms here and there. I'm gonna plough through this nonetheless! Flower power.

The bunch of monkeys in school are just my daily source of entertainment apart from the horrors of the subjects. They make me laugh at every single shet. Can't wait for the year twos to come back to school! Horrendously fun-loving people. Loving thiz.

(AT THIS MOMENT, DAD & MOM SAID OKAY TO MY 3D2N WHITE WATER RAFTING COURSE REQUEST!!!!!! EXHILARATED!)

Oh and yes, I'm starting physiotherapy for my spine soon! A really expensive therapy....

Off to mug! Love you all babies.

(To the candybaby I'm supposed to meet on Monday: You're always on my mind! )

Butt cracking

We survived almost 8 hours of cycling heheh, no joke!

I share a love-hate relationship with cycling now. But it was suchhhh an awesome and yummy night. Loving the zeal!!

Fun mania.

I can't reiterate this enough...
I love my friends I love my friends I love my friends. Keeping my fingers crossed that our Redang (this year for cheapo's sake) and Tokyo (next year for richer's sake) plans come to pass.
I adore my school and the people man!!

We eat, we drink, we make merry. But we study.

I brought these to school for my biggies, and they were a hit.

The hustles and bustles of school is just overwhelming. I weighed in this morning and was shock to see that I've shed a good 2kg within a week. This is just not a good sign.. And my spine seems to be wearing out. Need to get back to my orthopaedist soon.

Zooming off..

Hey apples.

However tough, you've got my back and I've yours. I love my future big bankers.

My favorite author in this season.

"You have to participate relentlessly in the manifestation of your own blessings."
--Elizabeth Gilbert

School's back, I'm hacked.

With the start of school, I feel my life inching forward along with it. Two days into school, and I'm enjoying it big time. I shall keep my fingers crossed that this passion and excitement will keep burning. But I suppose it won't be long before I delve into a pit of stress and utter desperation. My friends shall keep be sane!

A few pictures here!

The procrastinator living on the inside of me is causing me some frantic and panic attacks. Mission back-to-school plan had been foiled a thousand times over. I just kept procrastinating, hmph. This bad habit has got to be trampled on and thrown out of the window.

August seems to be passing by really quickly. One swoop, and two-third of the month had already passed. I've been resting a lot and recharging myself for the new school term. So life had been rather unproductive of late. It's just filled with lots of fun, sleep, food and the cycle repeats.

This is a transitional period of my life and I have yet to secure my feet on firm grounds. I'm still thinking and trying to comprehend the many snippets of life and it's complexity/simplicity. All's still relatively well though. I'm knitting up the many learning points I've picked up along the route of life to re-establish my mindsets and values. Once the masterpiece is completed, I'm sure I'll be set and ready to set foot on the most exciting journey.

Toodles! Thank you for being a part of my tiny life.

Let the party begin

I had a great night with some witty smart crazy people at Holland V. My jaws are aching from the excessive laughter last night. I am thankful for the people placed around me :)

The last week of my holiday commences today! Oh, happy days. I can't be any more contented with UOL curriculum, I even think that it is specially crafted for me. Just the way I like it. I had already set my goals, penned down my resolutions for the new school term and set my sights on what I want to achieve. Out to do big things, it's gonna be good.

Yesterday opened me to a revelation about the equality of mankind in the eyes of God. We're all of the same prominence in this Kingdom. Nicole Conner seems to be another worthy inspiration for my little life. Hmmm.

Have a good day guys.

Practicality

I'm quite prepared to shut out every sort of unnecessary disturbances for my grades' sake. Excited for school, yet feeling a little apprehensive about it. This is what you get when you cut off all ties in relation to school and studying for almost 10 months. The disparity between life which consists of some incessant mugging (and more mugging) and life which consists of mere fun is just too huge. I need to get use to this again.

My eating habits are screwed, my mouth can't stop moving.

Bakerz's Tiramisu is yummmmmmy.

The most important people in my life

(This picture was taken during my cousin's wedding, an incomplete portrait of the most beautiful people)

I had a ball of time with my family yesterday, celebrating my Gran's birthday over a buffet lunch. It was priceless to see that sort of joy and happiness all written over my Gran's face when all 20 of us gathered and sang her a birthday song. Two underrated words: Family warmth.

The flaws of people are often accentuated when people come together, and offences arise. But what I love most about my family is that our flaws outlines our heart. It is these flaws that bring us even closer together.

I would choose my family over anything else if ever, there arises a situation when I have to make a choice.

Two underrated words: I want

1) The black/red heels

2) The pink bike

3) A Nikon DSLR baby

4) Many books

5) A chic school bag

6) Tonnes of clothes for school

7) To colour my hair

The greatest of all these is Love

The weekend was swarmed with the intense taste of straddling around SIS in heels, coupled with a resultant swollen shin and abrasions.

It wasn't just another weekend though, it was the church's 21st anniv. The year which marks adulthood in human form, and perhaps the year which contains one of the kind of ordeal which requires tonnes of faith for people to tread afloat.

In a nutshell, I'm just thankful for the undying faith and love that PK and S had contained on the inside of them.

Even though everything is still grey and so much uncertainty is looming, but I suppose choosing to continue giving thanks will suffice.

They say gratefulness produces fruits of joy

My life had been a ball of blast these days, nothing short of awesome. I'm utterly grateful for the grace and mercy I had been (and will always be) bestowed with. I am 19 this year and am eagerly awaiting what has got to be unfolded in the near few years. Almost certain that the coming years are gonna be the prime of my humble life.

Just as I'm saying all these, I got to be swift to give thanks to the Greatest Somebody in my life. The bests will just keep layering upon themselves :)

Boy we're almost approaching December and it's almost Christmas again. My favourite time of the year. Before I soak myself in the Chrismassy foam, I'm starting school all over again. I'm getting really hyped up about it and I can't wait to start playing in school. The fuss over what I should get to load up my school bag is annoying me for the longest time. This needs to get sorted out really soon.

I've been swarmed with work at Aunty Lucy's place for the past 2 weeks. Finally tasted the life of a true blue working adult and it was well awesome in a way I would say. I like the immense sense of accomplishment which permeates thru the living cells in my bod each time I complete whatever's expected of me. It isn't easy work, it requires a substantial amount of tenacity and resilience on my part.

As tiresome as work it was, I learnt a great deal. I reckon that it is all these knowledge accumulated through time, which will hone my skills and capabilities as a future leader in the marketplace. Yes, I'm aspiring to be of prominent substance in the marketplace :)

I want to afford a comfortable life for the people I love.

I'm starting to be irked by the rusty writing cells that are fast multiplying on the inside of me. If do not you get what I mean, try sniffing in the choking belt of stale metallic stench from a rusty iron plank. Yeah, I'm suffocating on the inside of me and something needs to be done about it. So I'm all decided to start writing again. (Keep your fingers crossed that I'll remain faithful.)

Let's go!