What seemed like the longest and most dreary weekend in my 19 years of life had just ended. And I'm so glad it did end afterall.
It was my maiden experience of wrecking my brains so hard. It beat the crap out of me, I'm so sure it did. I never did prayed so much in my entire life, never did worried so extensively, never did felt so heavy-laden and helpless-stricken, ever before.
I am going to fix this actuality somewhere inside me and make sure it stays dormant in there. Because one day if shit ever happens again (keeping all of myself crossed it doesn't happens), I'll call this to mind to remind myself of the extraordinary strength that really lies within me.
I am so so so glad things have blown over and normality resumes.
P.s. You've made me a worrywart and I'm hell sure that you're someone I'll remember for life. Please start resting and eating well again. Restoration will come and it's here to stay :)
At Your name I know the heartache is over.
